Saturday, July 16, 2005
i hope she'll b alright... pls dun let anythin happen 2 her... i can't imagine wad will happen 2 my uncle n cousins if she~~~~. y, y,y???? y she got cancer??? y?? i hate it... y mus tis happen 2 her... she has lost a son hu had lung cancer... y she had lung cancer???/ y???i visit her 2day... my mum told me tt e doc say tt her illness is deteriorating .. her face is pale.. yellowish... exactly e same case as my cousin... even e doc had no cure... my uncle goin 2 bring my auntie 2 beijing 2 cure her illness.....i hav not seen her 4 weeks.... she changed so much... thinner... n paler... she didn joke a lot... she jus merely smile 2 our jokes.... i reali hope tt she will recover.... i mean she mus recover... she mus.... i dun 1 another dearest 2 leave me.... y do i always face some1's death? my grandpa, grandma, auntie.... within 6 yrs... i hate 2 go 2 hospital... i hate it... some1 will leave me soon... whenever i go there....my heart seems so heavy... tt it seems 2 weigh 5 kg 2 me....i dunno...... it jus freaks me.... y cancer is so horrible... y aint there cure 4 cancer... y in a moment, tis person r happily chattin wif u... e next moment, he/she will leave u.... y life seems so short..... they r not villains.. they didn harm any1... y they leave tis world so early......ppl... u all mus reali take care of urself... u nvr noe will happen 2 u... e next day.Go n c a doc... or hav a checkup if u r not feelin well... dun tink tt u will b alright after takin ur own medicine... tt's oni temporary....dun b stubborn...my cousin, grandparents n my auntie r stubborn... they refused 2 tell others tt they r sick... they thout tt r ok... but in fact.. they r not... they make their loved ones worry 4 them....dun say tt u r young... u r lucky... n u won't hav major illness... 4 goodness sake... u r not god... u wont noe... my cousin is onli 20+ n he died......plsplspls.... let her live
Saturday, July 16, 2005